This past Sunday after a wild weekend of kid related parties and not enough booze; me and the brood headed out to the burbs for a day of shopping with Grams. The day started like any other, except that I was EXTRA clumsy.
After heading to the mall for various items (Macy’s had amazing sales!) We schlepped on over to Walmart for toys and other items that are so underpriced my “Jew” heart sings! And if you know the glory that is Walmart you also know that you can get lost in there for hours, so after quite some time, my mother and daughter go to the restroom. Little did I know, that when they came back to me, my life would be changed forever……
My daughter, the one who this very month, almost 12 years ago was placed in my arms for the very first time, received her first rite of passage to being a woman. Did you hear that!? A WOMAN??! ::sigh:: She is a girl! My. Baby. Girl. And now, because puberty says so, SHE can reproduce…..! (just writing this has brought tears to my eyes) It is such a devastating moment. I remember my mother being proud, even excited while she called EVERYONE! Not me. Nope. I stood in the doggy aisle (picking out a toy for the only daughter I have that still plays with them) with my mouth on the floor. Here is how it happened.
They arrive back in the aisle they left us in:
Grams: (smirking) Zoe, are you gonna tell her?
Me: looking at Zoe
Zoe: (head down cheesy, embarrassed smile on her face) No Grams, you tell her.
Me: MOM! What?!…….. OMG. Did she get her period??!
Mom: (blushing and super big smile) Ask her what happened.
ME: Zo?
Zoe: Yes mommy. (head down)
Now, as I said, my mouth dropped and it stayed there for quite a while (I’m pretty sure my mom had to close it for me), I started crying, the boys were running around like hillbillies in a hay field and I lost any interest in buying the dog a toy. After the shock subsided we went to the feminine care isle and I had to buy something I haven’t bought in YEARS! (I’m a tampon woman myself) I eventually text her Godmother to tell her, feeling very much like she WILL understand the devastation that I was feeling, and I was right. She understood….. three days after the fact and we are still saying “I can’t believe our baby has her period.”
The one amazing thing that came out of this whole horrifying story is our car ride home. Zoe had tons of questions for me, all of which I had answered freely (as I always do with my children) and after a few moments of silence, driving down the highway, she turned to me and said “Mommy, you’re so much more than a mom, you’re totally my best friend too….” and with that, the water works began again.